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[26 Jul 2008|01:52am] |
SO! I'm moving to the city pretty soon...
Tuesday to be exact.
This place in the world is beautiful.
Jonathan and I are currently on the prowl for one bedroom places that allow pets.
If you've ever tried to do that in San Francisco...you would know that we're stressing out.
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[30 Nov 2007|12:50am] |
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So....
I have to work on Christmas AND New Years Eve. What the FUCK is that shit?
It's okay though...Ill be getting paid time and a half ( $15 ) So that's cool I guess.
I can't wait until Christmas though...I can't wait to give Jonathan his present.
I LOVE giving presents to people,because I like to see their reaction. I'm pretty good with the whole "matching presents with personalites"thing. I think it's kind of a gift.
I'm moving out of this damn house in March to live with the wonderful Katie Palmer and her boyfriend. I can't wait to get out of here. This house is'nt warm...it's akward. I guess that's what I get for moving in with two people I pretty much have NOTHING in common with. I just can't wait until I can come home and talk about how shitty my day was or how great my day was with someone who REALLY gives a shit. They are'nt going to like the idea of me moving out because they'll have to find a new roomate. It's not my problem though...I still have the whole "guilty conscience" thing...and kinda feel bad...but all in all,it's going to be better for ME. And that's what matters. It's just that whenever I leave this house,when I come back I'm hoping nobody is home so I can just be myself. Katie will be my PERFECT roomate because we are almost exactly alike. As in,we think the same of certain situations,and have the same outlook on a lot of topics. She's just one of those people I can trust with my deepest secrets...that's a good feeling.Also,someone I KNOW I can count on when I need someone to talk to about ANYTHING... I'm totally ramblng right now. It's kinda just something that I feel I must do right now.
Back to Christmas...I love it. I was just talking to Jonathan on the phone not too long ago as he was walking from school to BART. I could HEAR the city. I love SF this time of year. I love how everyone is walking around in long jackets and scarfs. I love all the couples walking around hand in hand. All the people playing Christmas music,and singing Christmas songs. I love the HUGE Christmas tree and everything that surrounds it. Jon and I took pictures by it last year and sat on a bench and just stared at it and all the people walking around.We're doing it again this year...and we made it a point that we're GOING ice skating. He's never been before, and I have'nt done so since 6th grade. I hope he falls, so I can laugh at him and skate circles around him,then help him up. :)
By the way, I have the cutest Jack Russell in the world. She's taking pictures with Santa at PetSmart this year. Call me a dork,she really IS my child.
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| : ) this is how true love feels. |
[10 Nov 2007|12:03pm] |
I'm lucky.
I appreciate every day I spend with him.
and without him.
Because I know,that the last thing he thinks about before going to sleep is me.
And he wakes up doing the same.
We talked about how lucky we were to have found eachother.
Yeah,we've had our share of bumpy roads...
but we did some construction on them,and the road is smooth.
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[26 Oct 2007|01:40pm] |
So...our house is decorated inside for Halloween and the party is soon.
I'm excited.
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[03 Oct 2007|02:05am] |
I finally got the internet.
I missed the internet.
The internet has SO much information.
It also has plenty entertainment.
I'm seeing Jimmy Eat World on the 14th at the Fillmore.
Thank you goes to my wonderful boy,Jonathan.
:)
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[02 Apr 2007|11:27pm] |
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I went to the MOMA today in San Francisco to see a Picasso Exhibit.
FUCKING AMAZING.
I never appreciated his art as much as I do now.
I really wish they allowed pictures to be takin in that DAMN place.
It's okay though,I have a picture in my mind.
:)
Jon's birthday is in 8 days...I don't know what to DO for him.
Much less what to GET for him.
Does that make me a bad girlfriend?
If you knew Jon as well as I do you would say No,because he is EXTRA picky.
I told him that I did'nt know what I wanted to get him and this was his reply: " I don't care what you get me,it's from you and that's all that matters."
I fuckin love that boy,even if he pisses me off beyond belief at some times.
My 21st on the other hand is in exactly 2 months and 10 days.
I'm gonna be 21?!?! WHHHHHAAAAAT!
That's quite a weird feeling.
It's funny though because EVERYONE is expecting me to drink and get DRUNK.
Sorry to say everyone,but that's not my life goal.
I'd rather save my liver and not get hooked on alcohol and drink as much as all the people I know now do.
Not that it's a bad thing...but I'm just saying I've been sober for 20 years.
Why change that?
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| Well,Well,Well... |
[25 Feb 2007|05:36pm] |
We found a house and we get to move in on Wendsday!
That's the 28th...and it also marks a year for me and Jon being BACK together. haha
I'm looking for a puppy and I think I might have found one.
Oh...our house is in Edgewood and it's a 4 bedroom.
It's AWESOME and we have a nice sized backyard and a cute front yard.
I'm pretty excited.
Now I have to go search for a bedroom set.
AND I have to figure out if we can paint the rooms so I can start looking for the colors I want.
I'm going to have Jon paint a mural on my wall.
:)
I'M PUMPED!
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[19 Feb 2007|09:02pm] |
I'm probably moving into a house soon.
With family friends.
I'm gonna be able to get a dog.
YAY!!!!
AND...I FINALLY get to decorate my OWN room the way that I want it.
On another note...
I've realized how friends that I used to hang out with pretty much every day or atleast weekend just stopped calling...texting...myspacing...whatever.
I kinda feel like nobody really gives a shit about me anymore.
I know this is not true...but that's exactly how I feel.
I'm tired of calling people and having them NEVER return my calls.
People just seem to stick around for a couple of months,or maybe ever longer.
Then BAM! They're gone.
I'm not trying to complain or anything.
I just want to have fun and see familiar faces again.
I'm just glad I have Jon...because without him,I would'nt know what to do with myself.
So...if you get a missed call from me and you ARE my friend.
CALL ME BACK.
But if not,and you're just being fake and talk shit when I'm not around.
Then hey,I don't want you calling me anyway.
But to those of you who are my friends...please keep it that way.
I don't want my Dad to be right when he said "When you get older all you really have left is about 1 or 2 friends."
I kinda see that coming true.
It's kinda sad.
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| Valentines Day |
[12 Feb 2007|03:55pm] |
I was at Wal-Mart last night and I saw something.
It's cheezy...but it's okay.
I got Jon one of those dancing/singing stuffed animal dogs.
His ears flap when he sings.
Best of all...he sings SHOUT!
He's gonna think I'm a retard but I think it's hella cute.
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| My poor baby. |
[29 Jan 2007|03:25pm] |
I held him in my arms and let him cry his eyes out.
He's scared...and I am too,but hey! We'll be okay...we've done this before.
To explain:
Jonathan is going back to school.
If you don't know,he's my bf,and he lives in Daly City.
He's scared because school...he's scared because he knows we'll only see eachother maybe 3 times a week.
But we love eachother...so we'll be okay.
We both promised eachother we would do anything for eachother and will never give up on eachother.
I got a necklace,and he has a ring.
That was the best Christmas present he's ever givin me,and he can say the same.
It's a symbol of a promise that we made eachother and we have reminders on our body at all times.
:)
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| Late pictures from my trip to Washington. |
[20 Jan 2007|06:41pm] |
I forgot to tell everyone when I went to Washington....I won $675 at a casino...on SLOTS!
This is my Mommy...beauty.
This is my Daddy...weirdo...But I love him.
My parents have a really cool gargoile in their front yard.
The pictures they took did'nt really come out well on the computer...so that's all I have of my trip to Washington.
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[13 Jan 2007|04:00pm] |
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I work.
I go to school.
People don't know how hard it is.
I mean,some people do...but a lot of the people I know don't know what it's like to do BOTH of those things at once.
I'm just glad I have someone in my life that has the same goals as me and wants to make something out of his life.
This isn't to "diss" anyone.
Just getting a little bit of my thoughts out of this crammed brain.
This IS a journal right?
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| Missing YOU...and you..and you. |
[28 Dec 2006|06:33pm] |
Well...
I come back from Washington tomarrow.
My flight comes in at 9:30P.M.
Then I start school again on the 2nd.
But hey...New Years is coming up and I need to have FUN.
Jon has been sending me the cutest/saddest text messages since I've been gone.
I never thought anyone could miss me as much as he does.
:)
That's why I love him though.
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| It's the MOST wonderful time...of the year! |
[20 Dec 2006|07:22pm] |
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This is the best month ever...especially in SF.
Me and Jon went to Union Square and sat and looked at the tree.
It was my first time in Union Square around Christmas.
I felt like I was an extra in a movie or something.
It was an amazing view.
I'm going to buy Jon a promise ring for Christmas...if I can find one that he would like.
He's too picky.
I'm going to visit my parents in Washington.
I'm leaving on Christmas Eve,and coming back on the 29th.
My Dad said it's supposed to snow on christmas and I'm pretty excited.
I'm going to miss the shit out of my damn boyfriend.
And of course my friends.
If I don't see anyone before I leave that may be reading this...Merry Christmas!
:)
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[22 Sep 2006|12:53am] |
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[15 Sep 2006|11:39pm] |
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I know everyone is probably tired of hearing about this boy but I love him..so I don't care.
The other day me and Jon were talking...
Talking about money and how I can spend my whole paycheck in a day.
This is a problem.
Jon is helping me try and save money and the other day he said this...
"I'm helping you because I want the best for your future,and since I want to be in it,this is why I get angry sometimes when you can't save money,because it has a lot to do with this relationship."
Now,a lot of you might think WOW,that's wierd or scary (because he metioned the future),but in all reality all I could think of when he said that was how much I fuckin' LOVE him.
I feel as if I'm one of the most lucky girls in the world because I have him in my life...especially when he looks at me and whispers, "I'm lucky."
How cute is that?!
I don't know,I guess it's just nice to know that a male in this world is actually able to love and will do ANYTHING for the person he loves.
I mean I KNOW there's a lot out there...but none of the guys in "my world" have ever made me feel this way.
I really don't think anyone else can.
I'm just glad that I can honestly say,that if this is the person I'm going to be spending the rest of my life with...I'm happy.
A lot of people think 20 years of age is "too young" to be having feelings like this,but hey...how long do you have to wait if you already know what love is?
And the person that made you learn what it is, is sitting right next to you.
We've been through HELL...and I mean that in almost a literal way...and then we've been to Heaven.
The past 3 years of my life has been a journey,and a HUGE learning experience,and I don't regret any of it.
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[22 Aug 2006|05:54pm] |
I got my car back...
New one is on it's way.
:)
I love my boy.
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Hello!
So it has almost been a year since I got in the car accident...
I'm getting my settlement from my lawyer in less than a week.
I'm not going to tell the whole world how much I'm getting,because it's not everyone's bussiness.
BUT,what I will say is this...
This money is going to enable me to get my hatchback and I cannot WAIT untill that day.
The car I have now is broken...but it should be getting fixed tomarrow or Tuesday.
If it IS fixed...I'm going to have my life back again.
I've been a turtle in a shell(my house)because of the loss of wheels.
I'm not the kind of person who asks people to come get me so we can "hang out."
I mean,every once in a while but not everyday.
I hate not having my car because I have to find a ride to and from work every day that I work and I'm very annoyed by that.
I hate depending on people.
But hey,I do have good friends that have been transfering me from place to place.
Thanks guys.
:)
So um..hopefully within about a month or so I will be moved into an appartment.
I'm getting a one-bedroom and living by myself.
This means that I won't have to worry about anyone but me.
I can kick people out or not open the door when they are'nt welcome.
I can bring IN whoever I feel.
I have a private place in Tracy for me and my boy to be together. ;)
And,maybe I can finally get my own pet,which will be amazing...but we'll just have to wait and see about that.
I'm also planning on getting my first tattoo,now that I can actually afford one.
I don't know exactly where I want to put it though...it's a hard decision to make.
So my life is baisically pretty swell at the moment...except for a few bumps in the road.
I enjoy working at the Starbucks that I work at (most of the time)
A lot of the people I work with smoke...so it just makes work a much more fun place to be.
I miss a lot of my friends and I've been missing out on things because of my DAMN car.
Just a reminder...once it's fixed...it will all be back to normal.
I've gotta hang out hardcore before I start school again in December.
My fingers won't let me stop typing.
:)
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[06 Jul 2006|09:59pm] |
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Don't worry about a thing,cause every little thing is gonna be alright.
Bob speaks the truth.
:)
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| Oh My! |
[13 Jun 2006|11:05am] |
Goodbye teenage years.
:)
Guess what...I'm 20.
Thanks to everyone who called me,that's amazing.
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